Teh-Pandacoon

The heaviest burden I've ever had to bear was this giant empath heart Like a womb it stretches 500 times its size full of love allowing another to grow It swallows me up from the inside For when nobody resides within growing Melancholy rushes in like a broken dam holding the sea I've loved and lost Mourned and wept Fluttered with joy Given and not received The repetitive question "What do you want in life?" A loaded question So simple, yet, when explained the audience walks out All I want All I ever wanted was to love and be loved in return in the same way I give everything I want someone to look at me as I do them Like the entire galaxy

We stared it felt like forever. Like show and tell my scars were held to yours. I looked at you and you looked at me. And for the first time I didnt feel so crazy.

After years of dreading the storm it finally hit The rumbling thunder making us uneasy prefacing our words, as sharp and precise as the lightning Each strike creating fires burning out of control swallowing our pathways homes and bridges the sharp teeth of the flames devouring all we built And when I woke up you werent there we became I us faded into dust The storm passed the hearts started to recover for every natural disaster does not mean the end

You once told me that we were like a chocolate chip cookie. I was the cookie that held us together And you were the sweet chocolate that made it better So maybe thats why I'm crumbling now Without my chocolate chips I have nothing to hold myself together Maybe that's why life tastes less sweet Without you around.

With my hair done, drifting around my shoulders And the rest of me all primped and proper I look just like my mother. When I laugh with my entire body Waist-deep in creativity I look just like my father. But when it all comes together And all the pieces are snug I look just like you. Everyone tells me I mirror your face exactly So much in fact Grandpa cant stand to look at me. I remind him too much of a love he's lost. My heart is just as big as yours And my capacity to love knows no bounds. Every trait I have can be traced back to you. It's been a very long 9 years. I still cant fathom why we had to say goodbye. With everything I do, I

A raucous nympho soul While wanting nothing more Than the raw, carnal pleasures Has been taken by surprise And nestled into her captor's grasp Simmering down for a moment Wanting to just be To feel Innocent glances across flesh Or bodies pressed in the shower Hearts beating against each other Challenging each other's voice For now the feral soul silences And enjoys a nurturing hand Just feeling The way Skin feels beneath curious fingertips